Another Update

SO as usual, things in my life change from day to day. On Friday my wife was screaming at me and told me that she hated me and wanted a divorce. After which I went for a drive and sat and thought about everything and was trying to come to grips with everything. 2 Hours later she called and wanted me to come over again. I wasn't to sure what to expect. When I walked in she hugged me and apologized and said that she wants to be with me. We talked and decided to let go of the bad things we did to each other in the past. I moved my stuff back from my parents house and things have been pretty good since. We are still dealing with some things from the court incident. One of the things that the court wanted me to do was a batterers intervention class. This class is 40 weeks long and would cost me $213 a week. There is no way I would be able to afford this, it is more than my house payment. SO I went to the court and told the judge that and he said I could go back to jail, I said that I would still lose my house because I would lose my jobs. So he decided that I could do house arrest, so I could still go to work. This is still going to cost about $175 a week but will only be for 4 weeks. So hopefully things will be over with this whole mess I made in another month, It has been a long and expensive lesson. But I am over 75 days sober and things have been going better. Hopefully will try to start the Love Dare again, as long as it doesn't involve leaving the house.