My Soul Mate

For those of you who have read here for a while which is almost no one, but you may remember me calling a person SM(soul mate). Why I used this term still eludes me, she was a good friend but technically we never even dated or anything. Just because we were friends doesn't mean we would have made a good couple or anything. I only bring this up because I truly believe, feel, and whatever word that can describe anything that HB is my true love, my true soul mate. Obviously we started off really great and it took a really long time for us to even have a fight and we've had a few small spats but nothing too big for us to overcome together. Well the past couple months it seems that our souls have fused together, our souls are now joined. This is coming from an atheist by the way but I have no other explanation for what has been happening. I have heard of sympathy pains before but this is just weird. At first it was just kind of a joke, one of us would get sick and something would go wrong with the other. We joked that since you got sick my body is trying to one up yours. But lately they have been synchronizing. I have never had bad knees, every once in a while it would crack and hurt a little bit but that was it. HB has a bad knee, lately my knee will start hurting and I will ask her if her knee hurts and she will say yeah. Same thing with our backs, neck, and stomachs. Obviously I have talked about mine, well the cramping parts have went away for the most part until HB is on her period and then whammo my stomach starts cramping and shit again. Yesterday she had a small surgery behind her ear. When we went home the same spot behind the same ear on me hurt for about 10 minutes. I have no way to explain this. It is not a mind play one of us will feel something and say it and the other will usually concur. It isn't like she complains about her knee all day and then my knee starts hurting late it is almost simultaneous. Now she is still in some pain from her surgery yesterday, my ear isn't still hurting but I did wake up with what appears to be an Upper Respiratory Infection. I had a wheezing cough yesterday but woke up this morning feeling like death itself. My head hurt so bad, my body ached, I had a fever, I ended up puking from coughing too much. I just find it really odd and figured I'd post about it. Well have to get back to smashing contaminated concrete because these people are fucking retards!

Billy Talent

So last night was a great punk rock show! Traffic kinda sucked getting there so we missed part of the first bands set. The band was called Drive By, they sounded good. They just kind of had a good rock sound, but we only caught the last couple songs so not much to say about them. Sorry.

Next band was Cancer Bats. They were harder with more screaming. The vocals were a little lower than the music so it was really hard to understand anything. Side note While trying to add the pics I lost everything I already typed so now I am trying to remember everything I just wrote. But the music was really good. Kick ass guitar riffs with a good drum beat. On myspace it sounds a lot better because you can understand more of it. I'm sure that if Id listened to the CD a couple of times before I went to see them I'd have enjoyed it even more. But it was good music to get punped up before the main course.

Billy Talent kicked major ass!!!! The singer was older than I thought but still rocked my socks off! The crowd was crazy moshing. This was one of my favorite concerts I've seen they sounded great. They just seem crazy cool and down to earth, I was looking up something about them and saw that they have a canadian college fund set up for kids or kids of parents that have MS which you don't really hear much of bands doing especially punk sounding bands. The guitarist had some crazy hair too it was kind of a tall flat top thing it's hard to explain and we didn't get a good pic of it, but to see what I am talking about you have to go see them live. Trust me you will not be disappointed. I will do everything I can to see them anytime they tour near me again!!



Cancer Bats

Cancer Bats again


HB and I between sets

The rest are all Billy Talent!

More Concerts...?

Tomorrow HB and I will be driving up to Bmore to see Billy Talent. I found these guys last year on Pandora, a little online music radio, they came on and I heard it and loved it. I got the album and loved all of it. I have been waiting for them to come around here. I am excited to see them at Ottobar, I've only been there once to see Saves the Day and I love the set up they have there, nice and small with a little balcony next to the stage. Should be an awesome time.

I have also been thinking lately how my life is boring as hell. I only talk to 3 people pretty much everyday HB, her kid, and John a guy I work with. Thats it. I don't go anywhere but work and home. I need to get out more. I know HB probably feels the same but she has other friends kinda. Shes gone to this makeup thing and has a couple other friends in the area she sees well every once in a while, more often than I see anyone. So theres a couple concerts coming up that I want to go to. I may have to go to them even if it's by myself. Although it isn't the same going by myself, its not like I ever talk to anyone anyway. When I do go with other people I hate when you get someone who tries to talk and make friends with you at a show so I am not going to be that person. But hey at least I'll be out doing something I LOVE to do. I love live shows and the energy and the sound even if I am tired as hell its always just uplifting and fun. So there may be some more concert posts here in the next couple weeks.

Also the first weekend in April I will be going back to Ohio for my parents 25th wedding anniversary. That should be pretty fun. I'll get to see my son for a while. But thats about it.

In Limbo

So yeah, I've found a way to keep my stomach problems in check, weight gainer. I used to take it way back when I used to try to lift weights and get big before I realized I will never be buff. Now all I have to do is figure out which vitamins and such that is in it fixes my stomach. As for the rest of the stuff I was bitching about in the post below, I am trying. I have been working out since Thursday, I found a nice little routin online instead of using dumbbells I use lead bricks since I have an abundance here at work and instead of sitting on my ass all morning listening to Elliot in the morning, I work out while listening to it. So far pretty good though my back is hurting pretty bad today, not sure why I haven't really done anything to it, may just be the sudden cold outside. Who knows, I'm just broke. I've been trying to scan for jobs for when I move and need to stop because thats really bringing me down considering that I have no education. I am looking to go back to school but again that will have to wait until I move so that I will be settled and be able to concentrate. I just emailed the school to see what all I'd have to do to re-enroll. They now offer an associates for radiation protection so I should be able to get that easier than before they only offered a bachlors. So thats finally one good thin but will probably still take me a while. I'll probably end up working at burger king or something. Actually I'll need to find a job at a mexican food place so I can torture everyone like they do here. Go up to a drive thru and you can't understand the persons accent, well down in Texas I will be the white guy the mexicans can't understand. Yeah payback...lol. Oh well. Still trying to figure everything out, trying not to tackle everything at once because that is usually why I give up, so just doing little things and research to try to make it easier when time comes. I guess first thing I should fix is my health and then worry about job and school when I have to and be prepared. I've been to the bottom and now just have to wait in limbo for a while until the door opens up to head up. Luckily I have a wonderful peron by my side and friends that will help myy find the stairs when the door opens.