My Life

Why can’t my life just be a simple one?
Everywhere I turn I am being outdone.
My life has always and will always be erratic.
Everyone around me is always so melodramatic.
If I don’t really know what I want,
I am far from being a savant.
It seems I can never find her,
The one my life prefers.
With the unstable lifestyle I’m living,
All women seem so unforgiving.
Although now I always seem to be drunk,
It’s only because I am in a funk.
It seems my life is on a downward spiral through the depths of Hell,
It seems everyone who was once on my side always rebel.
My feelings are always elusive.
My life will always be inconclusive.