Back to the Grind

What is grind and why is that referred to work? I don't know but that was the first thing that popped into my head. I am back to work, my stomach is still a little queezy. All the damn meds. My eye is a little better it just feels really dry. I'm still wearing my glasses that I hate with a passion. I'm pushing up my laser eye surgery, I was gonna call to make my free consultation this week but with all this shit I'll wait until next week, especially because I almost forgot that I am taking a trip this weekend for Uncle Tom's bachelor party. I wanted it to be full of all the usual bachelor things just to see Uncle Tom freak out, he wouldn't even go to a strip club for my birthday when we were out in San Antonio on the last day of the exercise, Bitch I'll never forgive you for that. But we are going to see canowine and do some gambling and shit. Maybe I'll win big and be able to pay cash up front for my laser shit but I doubt it. My days off weren't quite as relaxing as I'd hope. Monday I went home and messed with the computer and got some more shit ready to send to Zefyur, hopefully should be able to send it out at the end of the week. I'm still downloading a bunch of porn for him, since that is the only thing he actually told me he wanted, I threw a bunch of random crap in as well and am gonna put together a couple CD's that he may like. Yesterday I spent most the day at the MVA to get that title for the minivan so that is over with. It took some lying but I finally got it, since my ex's name was on it too. But I sent that off and finally got back to my place around 1, I got there at 830. So I did some more shit on the computer and called Specy since his audioblog was him crying about missing me. He just can't audioblog without me drunk screaming or us getting attacked by God. Ah, good times. He said that if HB and I still want to make a side trip over to Vegas when we're down there in June he'd see if he could go. That would be some good audioblogs again. I get back to work with a bunch of shit on my desk for me to do. I just wanna sleep or eat, My stomachs been fucked up. I get hungry but nauseous. I got my counseling tonight, it will be my 22nd, which means 4 more!! 26 weeks of hell, gone! Then hopefully I will get off probation, I haven't talked to my PO in like 2 or 3 months anyway. But I need to get back to finishing all this shit. Oh I've got my advancement test tomorrow, I haven't even looked at a book or thought about studying. There is no point, I could ace the test and still not advance because of my DUI eval, people could say well try your best for the test in Sept, but if I aced that one too and get a better eval in July, I wouldn't put it on until January and guess what in January I will be a civilian, I tried to put a countdown to that when I fucked up my Template last week, I may try again later today if I get a chance, Happy Humpday all!