An Update

Above is a pic that I got through a link from CJS It's kind of neat, I think it just takes words from your sidebar. My eyes are kind of getting better, it comes and goes. The pain is mostly gone, it's down to an irritation. It just sucks because one eye will get clear and the other blurry and then they switch, it reminds me of when you have a cold and one nostril is plugged and that shit always happens. But I go tomorrow to get the contact bandaids taken out, hopefully it will be better then. I have been wearing my sunglasses at work, its fun people look at me funny but it helps, the florescent lights are irritating. The computer screen is really bad. I found that if I peer barely over my sunglasses at the computer screen there is kind of a shadow and if I use the eye that is clear for the moment it is easy to read the screen but I look funny doing it. HB has some pics of my glasses that I have to wear at night, they are cool, clear goggle with white foam shit around them. It's so I don't rub them while I sleep. Plus it helps prevent smoke from getting in my eyes. I'll tell you guys what I don't deserve HB. As many have noticed that when one of us has something wrong so does the other. Talk about conjoined souls. When we met we were both sick, she has woman problems, I get the eye thing, she gets sick so do I, She has surgery, so do I. But even though we are both messed up she still tries to baby me. I try to do the same for her but she usually won't let me. She offers massages and I do too but she turns it down. The other day I mentioned that one side of my shoulder hurt and she was rubbing it while I did dishes. I love those little moments like that. Last night she called to find out what seasons of the Simpsons I had, I told her and she bought all the rest because they were on sale. I mean yeah if I see their on sale I may pick up one or two but she bought like 4 of them, thats over $100. She really didn't need to do that but it does mean alot. She knows what I like. She is way too good for/to me. But I try my best to treat her the way she should, like the goddess of the world. But I am getting handed anotheer pile of shit to file. This is really dificult to do when it's blurry but hey I still gotta do my job. I wanted to add another countdown to this page but it messed up my HB counter and that's way more important but I only have 271 days left in the Navy then I am a civilian!!!! I can't wait! I leave you with a song dedicated to HB and it is as if Weezer crawled into my head and stole this....

My Best Friend - Weezer

When everything is wrong I'll come talk to you
You make things alright when I'm feeling blue

You are such a blessing and I wont be messing
with the one thing that brings light to all of my darkness

You are my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do

There is no other one that can take your place
I feel happy inside when I see your face
I hope you believe me
Because I speak sincerely
and I mean it when I tell you I need you

You are my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do

I'm here right beside you
I will never leave you
and I feel the pain you feel when you start crying

You are my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do

You are my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do
Yes I do...
Yes I do