I'm still fucking tired

Really I am. SO Sunday night I was hanging out with a friend and didn't get home until 4am Monday, so I got to take a short nap before I came into work where I continued to drag ass. Then went to my other job where I fought to stay awake by doing the unthinkable...working. During the process I busted the shit out of my knuckle and it bled like I hit an artery, not really the squirting but a nice steady flow that seemed to never end. By time I got to a bandaid it looked like I was wearing lipstick from me sucking on my wound. Yes I am a vampire and like the taste of blood, I prefer my own because I know where it's been but am willing to try others. But that's off topic. So I go home eat and try to watch Stewie's untold story which was filarious, at least until I fell asleep half way through and kind of woke up at the end. Good thing I woke up because I can't go to bed before 9, or I have to wake up sometime to call and see if I have to take a piss test. God that still pisses me off. So today I have to take my PRT(physical readiness test) which includes me running a mile and a half under 13 minutes, doing at least 50 pushups and situps. I have been training by smoking a little over a pack a day and drinking Beam as always. But though I extremely hate doing the PRT taking it today is bad, cuz it's CT and that means if I take it at noon I can't go to the noon AA at the new place I wanted to try, I'll have to go to the 4 at the same one from last week and deal with the crazys. So I am really not looking foreward to today. But on a plus note I will be going to see Senses Fail Thursday, though I will have to get up early on Friday to come to work and go tour the Navy museum or some shit.

Update: Finished my PRT did 46 pushups(luckily I only had to do 43), 75 situps and ran in 11:19. PS. DO NOT trim yourselves before you run, it feels like someone took a cheese grater to me then set my balls on fire. Your all welcome for the visual.

But I leave you with some:

Senses Fail-"Let It Enfold You"

So the lie now is my weapon
Like a bush dried withered in the sun
With this spark I'll go up in flames.
I'd lay my guts out but they're too small to see
It's kinda cute how I pretend to be
Everything but the instrument I am.

Peace or happiness
So let it enfold you

A birth to life is what I'm after
My first name won't be my last one
Let the light just drip into your eyes.

So it's true my words are contrived
I tell lies just to get into your mind
I'm as fake as a widow's smile.
This mask of glass is what I choose to wear
So I won't ever have the need to bear
The total truth to anyone but me.

Peace or happiness
So let it enfold you

I'm just a bad actor stuck with a shitty script
All of my lines are cheap and the cast is weak
There was no music for the first time I got kissed
There was no femme fatal, my mistress wasn't rich.
So I've been formatted to fit your TV screen
The film went straight to tape, I'll bow out quietly.
So quietly. So quietly.

Please do this now I beg
Duct tape my arms and legs
Throw me into the sea
(Please save me, please save me)

Now watch the waves eat me
Setting my cold heart free
I'll wash ashore in weeks
(You can't save me, can't save me)

Now watch the waves eat me
Setting my cold heart free
I'll wash ashore in weeks
(You can't save me, you can't save me now)