Tuesday, June 07, 2005

I planned to work today...honestly

So once again I sat on my skinny ass all day. I planned on doing some work, I even took up my forms to do my surveys. The only problem was our cart were full of crap. So I put the forms up there and came back to surf blogs and then went to lunch at Taco Bell which I should still be boycotting. Especially when I get the grilled stuffed burrito and on the wrapper it still has the Chilli Cheese Burrito on one of the corners that almost brings a tear to my eye. All I want is a damn chilli cheese burrito, is that too much to ask for? I am about to call corporate again. I don't think people took me seriously last time, I really called. Everyone needs too. I may do it once a week. Last night I went to go work on the apartment that I was supposed to move into and am now not going to. Since my driving situation is unstable for who knows how long until I go to court. My buddy will be moving in and then in 3 months or so I will move in across the hall. As long as I can escape the barracks on weekends I guess it's not that bad. He'll be closer when I need a ride so he doesn't have to drive 40 minutes to pick my broke ass up. Then we drove to and from Laurel because he needed to borrow my van, since I'm not driving it, because his car was broke. So we're driving around in the storm. There was a lot of good lightning. I like the storms, I just don't really care for driving in them. They finally turned the air on in the barracks. I had my room freezing last night so I had to cover all up in my blankets. It was great! Ok I was trying to find a song to put lyrics in from Armor for Sleep, most of it is about some sort of person in their life. SO this is just a song I like, the whole album is awesome.

ARMOR FOR SLEEP "Remember To Feel Real"

so here's the truth
you were right all along
they were never my friends
and i was living a lie
but i wont fall for it next time

you figured me out
i'm like a leaf in the wind
i try to find who i am
but wind up lost in the end
sometimes its hard to know whats real when your not

cause you know i change myself to impress whoever happens to be next to me
but i'm sick of trying so hard
waste all your time with me
i know i'm a mess right now
dont give up believe
i'd wait it out for you
waste all your time with me
i know i'm a mess right now
dont give up believe
i'd wait it out for you

everyday i'm just making my rounds
just digging a home 6 feet underground
sometimes it's hard to know what's real when you're not

cause you know i change myself to impress whoever happens to be next to me
but i'm sick of trying so hard
waste all your time with me
i know i'm a mess right now
dont give up believe
i'd wait it out for you
waste all your time with me
i know i'm a mess right now
dont give up believe
i'd wait it out for you

nothings here for me
nothings here for me
nothings here for me
but you

waste all your time with me
i know i'm a mess right now
dont give up believe
i'd wait it out for you
waste all your time with me
i know i'm a mess right now
dont give up believe
i'd wait it out for you

i'd wait it out for you!
i'd wait it out for you!